weird

weird.

monday is my birthday and i'm turning 22.

for some reason thats a bit strange.

i'm going through a time of change, and it's very very annoying. right now i'm doing some things that'll (while are very scary) help me out. i'm also still at college, but also wanting to work. i want to earn money, move out of home and get on with my life.

people say "you're still young, just live it up", but i sure don't feel that way.

everything thats good for me takes a long time to happen. it makes me more thankful for it once i have it, which is great, but i want to start moving on.

many people say to me quite often that moving out of home will do me the world of good. they're probably right though.
the reason i haven't moved out is i'm not in the position to do so, monetary wise.

i can't remember if i mentioned it in my last blog, but i cleaned my room. it's quite amazing how much floor space i have now, and how i still only step on those 3 parts of the floor where i could only step before thanks to habit.